It's the shit-IEST thing when you wake up in the morning after a good day and the only person you want to talk to is miles away and probably just dont give a damn. Should I care? YES! I got over that in 5minutes and went on my daily routine. I just can't seem to find that emotion. I WAS an emotional person. Now Im just numb. I still have FEELINGS the normal Im bored, Im hungry, Im tired but to feel upset or angry? I dont get that as much anymore. I tend to kick it out once it gets a little to my head. I need to learn to FEEL again.

Might also be a reason why I'm still boyfriend-less after a year. A WHOLE YEAR. There were occational dates but currently, all those people have turned out to be my best bud. I need to learn to date. Then I'll learn to LOVE.