Mismanaged the whole situation in 24 hours.
BLAH BLAH BLAH.
I wish I was sixteen again.
Life was sweet.

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I think we are complete because we have BOH!

I have to clean up so we can BOH tonight. I'm still analyzing how I'll bring 7bags of rubbish down three floors. We've been procrastinating, thinking one of us would have done it by now.


Note to the boyfriend.
I accidentally got locked in the house this morning. 
I've been trying to call you. I'll be on skype tonight.

PS
Got into an argument with the guy that parked behind my car.
PSS
DIRTYPHONICS is still my favorite!

Labels: busy city, butterflies, mumbles

Let's be honest while it's still contempo.
Is he really who he says he is?

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What I do every morning? I listen to the John B podcast 074, it reminds me on our early morning rides to Uluwatu listening to Cam's itouch.

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Woke up early but too late for a surf.
Got real wet because of the rain on the way to GreenBowl.

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Currently listening to The middle by Jimmy Eat World.

Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head you feel left out
And looked down on.
Just try your best,
Try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves
When you're away. 

It just takes some time
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright, alright. 

Hey, you know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on your own,
So don't buy in.
Live right now and
Just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough
For someone else. 

It just takes some time
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright, alright. 

Hey, don't write yourself off yet,
It's only in your head you feel left out
And looked down on.
Just do your best,
Do everything you can.
And don't you worry what their bitter hearts
Are gonna say. 

It just takes some time,
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright,alright. 

It's our song. Letsingit says its 9.6 ratio BRILLIANT out of seventy reviews.

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I think my entries have been shorter and more simpler than what I used to write *on other blogs* Still has'nt feel like home here. Maybe it's because of those lunatics from Sweden that's reading this. I know. The blog has an amazing talent that helps me locate who is "stalking" this.
Short update; I found out that sarcasm and lame jokes are part of my charm and I've been feeling like I've become like a geek leaving under a rock with nothing but the internet connection to keep me going.

It's not Pizza, Boys and Lemon tequilas anymore.

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This is another short update.
I'm home. BY MYSELF. Can't remember the last time I was home on the laptop while watching a movie that does'nt make any sense. But all this would end as soon as Azfar gets here. We gotta go get all the documentation done for the van before he leaves to Surabaya again. We've been going to SSM for the past couple of days, and everytime we meet the same chinese lady at the counter. I don't think she likes us because she hasn't approve our freaking company name. I'll be cramping up a week's worth of work into this last twenty-four hours because CAMERON is coming to KL tomorrow!


PS
Dylan Walsh is scary. Watch "Stepfather"

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I’ve filled this space with so much fluff lately, this place isn’t a very fair representation of my life. I wish I could publicly post them here – I feel like I’ve lost something valuable by censoring the details because I’m trying to be sensitive to my "readership" I have the need to write openly and hope that I will find a balance here and won’t have to resort to a new anonymous blog. I like having everything in one place with nothing to hide.

Azfar says that means "you're transparent" It was one of the points of us not being together anymore.
but through the fire, the both of us learned valuable lessons about ourselves. We showed our worst; we showed our very best. I discovered a reservoir of hidden strength and confidence I never knew I possessed. Neither did Azfar. Life is full of surprises.
From my little taste of it, I want to say that growing together is the pinnacle of a relationship experience. Discovering ourselves and having a glimpse into our future selves together is something I cannot describe.

I’ve always wanted/expected to be able to say that my relationship is conflict free. It is not a relationship defined by our conflicts, but we do need to constantly work to overcome ourselves to avoid them/resolve them better. The most important thing, though, is that I’m not afraid of it anymore.

Labels: attainment, butterflies, extra dose, mumbles, present-day

I have'nt felt this in the longest time, I have nothing today, and it's driving me insane. I've never spent so much time online. I'm doing this because this is the only way to distract my mind from going to the kitchen to get something to eat. I know what happens on days like this. I'll just be munching and 24 hours later, gain 2kilos.

As hard as it is to say, Facebook's my new friend. How else would I be able to update and receive updates from people that I miss.

At this very moment; I know I should get out of it but I wish I was still in Bali having a bottle of Arak at the Steps.

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HELLOOO!

Seven (7) days sober you guys! A whole week. I've made it and you *Lis* thought I couldn't.

PS
I miss my very own drum and bass DJ.

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Alarm woke me up the worst way today. I know now how Cameron felt when my alarm rang right next to his ear. Now I'm having anxiety attacks.

Labels: everyday nothings, mumbles

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