I hate it when I feel like I need to answer to you when all you are to me is really just my friend.
Time has changed us. I know the world still puts our names in one sentence.
We are individuals, always been. 

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Having a whole new musical "liking"
From Lissy Trullie to Pendulum


It's the BOH.
What do we have that you don't?
A house full of music instruments to experiment with.
Name it.

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Naruto Marathon with Aiin.
It's our brand new entertainment.
Learnt a few poker tricks since I've been here.
Ate Ramly burger for the past few night for dinner.

Sometimes our  conversation leads no where.
M: "Tadi Amir bagi RM20, Afiq pulak bagi 20sen"
A: ^_^

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Hi
is what we say when we make love.

I realize there isn't an update on Cam's arrival to Kuala Lumpur. The night before, I was out at Bukit Bintang trying to find things to do,eat,sleep etc. I remember feeling and also saying it "what if it won't be the same" I was so afraid that the chemistry we had in Bali wouldn't be as good. I was so wrong. It was better. Boy, you've changed my life plans the moment you came to KL.

He arrived at 9am. Picked him up at the airport with the Satria hijau kemek. I was late. Such a Malaysian greeting. He was with this funky looking white sunnies that he thinks it's ultra cool and had a drunken shave the night before. I'll always remember the first compliment when he got into the car, "you've boobs have grown bigger huh" Thank you.

I took the longest way back. All I can remember was holding his hand through our drive home. Picked Azfar, then got Lex. We had his first meal in KL. Puttu Mayam. I knew he could handle it. A weird start of the food frenzy we had but it was gentle. Azfar drove us to Bukit Bintang and we got the first room that we saw. Budget Inn, Room 31. *Remember the name* While Cam had a snooze I went to pick up my stuff at home and send Shaan back home. Remembered Cam had bed bugs and we had to get some meds for him.

I had to tell Cam this the whole trip that if he kisses me too much in public we are going to jail. But then I had to get used to the kissing because he just would'nt stop.

Had a couple of beers, Went back and got some Nintendo Wii *we did that for most parts of the trip* then just talked till falling asleep in each others arms.

*to be continued*

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I’ve filled this space with so much fluff lately, this place isn’t a very fair representation of my life. I wish I could publicly post them here – I feel like I’ve lost something valuable by censoring the details because I’m trying to be sensitive to my "readership" I have the need to write openly and hope that I will find a balance here and won’t have to resort to a new anonymous blog. I like having everything in one place with nothing to hide.

Azfar says that means "you're transparent" It was one of the points of us not being together anymore.
but through the fire, the both of us learned valuable lessons about ourselves. We showed our worst; we showed our very best. I discovered a reservoir of hidden strength and confidence I never knew I possessed. Neither did Azfar. Life is full of surprises.
From my little taste of it, I want to say that growing together is the pinnacle of a relationship experience. Discovering ourselves and having a glimpse into our future selves together is something I cannot describe.

I’ve always wanted/expected to be able to say that my relationship is conflict free. It is not a relationship defined by our conflicts, but we do need to constantly work to overcome ourselves to avoid them/resolve them better. The most important thing, though, is that I’m not afraid of it anymore.

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Omg I'm so penat.Cant wait till Camilia starts to drive so that I dont have to! Remember those days when you just got your licence and Momma says " we are out of onions!" and I would say "Momma I'll go buy them for you at GIANT" padahal you can just walk down to the runcit kan. Any excuse to drive. NOW??? I just dread having to run errands for her.

Tidur Time!

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I created a new blogger! (eyes rolls) All this social networking sites that make you do a quick 5 word update has stop my need to blog. Tetapi say sudah kembali!

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